wow wow wow
You people are amazing. Beyond amazing. Beautiful, beautiful people
I was in a bad place when I wrote my last journal. When people get really upset they usually do... unusual things
I think you know it was out of character for me to post something like that anyway haha....
I really expected people to get angry at me, or just not give a damn. But wow. The amount of support I got in just a short period of time was incredible. I still can't believe it... touched doesn't even begin to describe how I feel right now.... ;o;
These past couple of weeks, couple of days in particular, has been a tremendous growth period for me and you have all been a really huge part of that. Seeing how you responded really opened my eyes to what a special community this is, and how I was taking it for granted before. I've strengthened alot of friendships, even got to know some of you way more then I have in a whole year, and I'm going to work alot harder on maintaining those by keeping in contact alot more then I do
I'd be lying if I said I was over the whole thing, it's not an easy thing to get over, but I don't think it's healthy, or fair on any of you who have taken the time to show your concern, to dwell on it. I'm going to start putting my energy back into the things that make me feel good in life, because those are the things that matter, and you've all really shown me that :')
I still have no hard feelings, never have and I never will, and I don't want any of you to feel like you've got to 'pick a side'. There are no sides, the simple fact is, that person is out of the picture now and it's time for a fresh start. I new era of Twizz's art, and life - hopefully better then ever before
While it's been a long road, I can see the end now, and that would not have been possible without you.
Thank you ;u;
(and no more sad journals I promise XD)